MomentoA cold and chilly morning it is.
It has been pouring for 3 days now.
Seems its like mimicking my emotions nowadays..
Yesterday everything is OVER!
Yep.
I know that things has been difficult lately.
But that doesn't mean that you can make everything worst.
Cos every action that you make has an impact on me.
But why should I give in to you?
When all I care about is my happiness and others tooo...
Anyways,
I'm going to continue my further my studies.
Not at an institution that you might presume I will be in.
I will not elaborate further cos it's making me sick.
I kind of miss them.
Their laughter, the pain shared together.
Those moments of disturbing and mimicking each other.-THIS IS MY ROLE
Moments of sadness.
Moments where we want to kill and stab each other.
moments of liking-AS A FRIEND
I MISS THEM ALL. but with an exception of course...
I was touched when this particular soul gave me an momento last friday.
Sweet of her to do so.
I'll cherish it.
I will
Now I'm back on my old self.
Better find things to do now.
to upgrade myself.
To improve my self.
To re-shape myself.
To re-built myself in terms of emotions and spiritual wise.
To have more faith in myself.
To rebuild my endurance fortress and this time I will make it from titanium so nothing is able to bring it down and hurt me, my feelings, my emotions, my well-being.
Thats all for now.
ok
LETs take an oath...
EVERYONE LIFT UP YOUR RIGHT HAND AND SAY THE FOLLOWING.
'Anything that I read in this blog will be kept within this blog and will not be passed around. If the owner find out that any of the above contents spread like wildfire.. I will have to make her happy for the rest of the lifetime. and if i failed to do so, I will try and try to make her happy without fail.'
THX!
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